Dad, I Miss You

Dad, this was your first birthday without you. Most of the day I kept busy, trying not to think about you. Yet that didn’t work too well, as by the last half hour of school, when I was teaching sixth grade science, tears just started rolling down my cheeks. I always remember your tender heart…

A Weekend in Saipan

Three. Day. Weekend. Words that mean you get extra time with family, friends and self. Although my three-day weekend did not go as planned, I had a good time nonetheless. Saturday was a flurry of activities: children’s birthday party, soccer game and a friend’s birthday party. Didn’t have much time to lounge around, but sure…

Reflection

It has been a windy day; not exactly a beach day. I have been very tired the last couple weeks and enjoy a day at home. I was able to reorganize the kitchen while the babes were out with Neemias at worship practice. It’s amazing how organizing can make you feel at peace. Since I…

Peace

I love this small, quirky island that we now call home. I’ve been trying to wrap my mind around what our family purpose is. It’s never easy being the new person in town, but we have been trying to build friendships wherever we can. It has been interesting observing the workings of Saipan. Everyone seems…

A Year of Hurtful Firsts

It’s been a year of many firsts. First tragedy in our family. My first Christmas without my parents. First time experiencing an outpouring of endless love from around the world. It’s the first time I have ever gone through the emotions of real anger, deep sorrow, intense grief and what seems like unending loneliness. It’s…

Permanent Shine With a Bit of Ramen

We have been on Saipan for a month and feel like we have adjusted back to island life rather quickly. When we had moved to Tinian four years ago we weren’t quite sure about our decision, but this time around feels different. We feel like we belong. Maybe it’s because we have matured or maybe…

Finally on Island Time

We have been on Saipan for over three weeks now and have been working hard to set up home and get over jet lag before I start working. The last week I have been doing some ESL tutoring, so the house has been put on hold for a while. We also had the privilege of…

Only For a Moment

The loss of those we love leaves an indescribable pain that you soon learn will never go away. It might lessen, and even hide away for a while, but it is always there. How bad it aches simply depends on the day. Mom and Dad have been gone for exactly six months today. It is…

Vacationing WITH Children: A Must

Vacationing with three children between the ages of two and five is intense. There must be a balance between adult and child activities as I don’t believe in making life, including vacation time, one hundred percent all about the children. Our children love doing everyday activities with us. They enjoy walking places, and can walk…

Like A Camel To A River

I’ve moved so many times in my life that the process of saying goodbye has somehow become quite simple. Yet that does not mean I won’t miss those I’m leaving behind. It also does not mean that I am a closed, cold-hearted and disconnected person (believe it or not, ignorant people have referred to me…

21 BOXES

Anyone questioning our intention of living on a tiny island in the Pacific and thinking we won’t be gone for long obviously has not seen how many boxes we shipped: seventeen big boxes and four small ones. Everything we will need to set up home is in those boxes. I remember when we moved to…

Moving Across Oceans

Packing up your life and moving across the oceans is not, and never will be, an easy task. This is the fifth time I am moving across oceans and I cannot say it is my last; who knows where our final destination will be? Only God knows and He is quite good at shaking up…